training was good. drilled.
practicing purp test tomorrow with matt and some other people.
eatting tons of grub.
work sucked ass. im only person who is fluent in english in that store. dont give a fuck about whether or not i get fired from there.
lians coming over so we can do Environmental science tests. get that shit over with.
pretty good summary of my day o.o!!
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
rough weekend
training monday kinda sucked but its whatever just had a tournament saturday. i think it sucked because i was really disappointed in myself from this tournament..
i just didnt prepare right for this one i feel like.. i ate pure shit night before, i didnt lose any weight for this tournament even though weigh ins were day before. now im paying for it.. driving myself crazy over it. before this weekend i felt like i deserved a purple belt and was ready for it. now a part of me feels like i dont deserve shit..
shark said he really feels like im ready to be a purple and shit.. its just my call whether or not i want to test. i think i just put myself in a mental slump cause of my poor performance at naga... im at a low point.. im waiting to see if i feel better this week and next week.. that'll decide what i decide to do about the testing i suppose. ive re-dedicated myself to learning new guards and sweeps and just expanding my game. ive also decided that i need to get stronger.. my main training partners are at least 30lbs heavier than me.. if i was a little stronger i would feel 10x better against these big guys.. i hate that feeling of just not being strong enough..
i feel i do deserve one.. i just need to see how i feel and how i feel mentally in the next few days or weeks.
i just didnt prepare right for this one i feel like.. i ate pure shit night before, i didnt lose any weight for this tournament even though weigh ins were day before. now im paying for it.. driving myself crazy over it. before this weekend i felt like i deserved a purple belt and was ready for it. now a part of me feels like i dont deserve shit..
shark said he really feels like im ready to be a purple and shit.. its just my call whether or not i want to test. i think i just put myself in a mental slump cause of my poor performance at naga... im at a low point.. im waiting to see if i feel better this week and next week.. that'll decide what i decide to do about the testing i suppose. ive re-dedicated myself to learning new guards and sweeps and just expanding my game. ive also decided that i need to get stronger.. my main training partners are at least 30lbs heavier than me.. if i was a little stronger i would feel 10x better against these big guys.. i hate that feeling of just not being strong enough..
i feel i do deserve one.. i just need to see how i feel and how i feel mentally in the next few days or weeks.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
late night ramblings.
i want to sleep and get a full night of sleep to burn some weight and have a good bathroom session!!!!
but alas im drawn in to watching the finale of Project Runway with my mom and brother c_c!!
weight was 158 on my scale before i brushed my teeth. Naga scales are usually like a pound or more heavier than my scale. its mad annoying.. i feel like ibjjf and gq make their scales lighter to give the fighters some slack but whatever its fine. my weight should be perfectly fine though so im not worried. just gonna head out to boca right after i teach the kids at sharks then go straight home and eat and relax.
hmm... well the person that i didnt want to win won. o well. i dont know why im still sitting here watching models of the runway.. ugh.
sorry if my capitalization is basically nonexistant. this app doesnt auto capitalize so i dont really want to go through the trouble of capitalizing manually 8(... ooo technology!
after this tournament i plan on to start lifting more to get stronger and shit. im not like the weakest guy in my divisions, but im definately not the strongest. i dont mind usually but sometimes it gets frustrating. i dont have a tournament after the one saturday until the end of january. so ill definately have time to lift like every other day or something.
i dont have to leave until about 3:45 or so. maybe earlier since shark wants to train kevin on working the front desk and stuff. so i definately have time to sleep in.
well this shit is over. i better run to bed before i get sucked in to some other program on tv >.
but alas im drawn in to watching the finale of Project Runway with my mom and brother c_c!!
weight was 158 on my scale before i brushed my teeth. Naga scales are usually like a pound or more heavier than my scale. its mad annoying.. i feel like ibjjf and gq make their scales lighter to give the fighters some slack but whatever its fine. my weight should be perfectly fine though so im not worried. just gonna head out to boca right after i teach the kids at sharks then go straight home and eat and relax.
hmm... well the person that i didnt want to win won. o well. i dont know why im still sitting here watching models of the runway.. ugh.
sorry if my capitalization is basically nonexistant. this app doesnt auto capitalize so i dont really want to go through the trouble of capitalizing manually 8(... ooo technology!
after this tournament i plan on to start lifting more to get stronger and shit. im not like the weakest guy in my divisions, but im definately not the strongest. i dont mind usually but sometimes it gets frustrating. i dont have a tournament after the one saturday until the end of january. so ill definately have time to lift like every other day or something.
i dont have to leave until about 3:45 or so. maybe earlier since shark wants to train kevin on working the front desk and stuff. so i definately have time to sleep in.
well this shit is over. i better run to bed before i get sucked in to some other program on tv >.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
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